~anugerah blogger harapan~

teng..teng..teng..

fuhhhh..already 7 months since my last post..
pemalas betul pemilik blog ni ea..
cian kt Memories Never Fade..huhu

if my sis xbagi award ni, ntah bila baru aku akan update.
award ni pun da lama sis aku bagi..ish3..dasat..dasat..

untuk tidak menghampakan hati Turqouise Fanatic,
Memories Never Fade pun update la blog ni.
demi my twin yg tersayang..hihi

hihi..sukanya hatiku ni..
Thanx Turqouise Fanatic..kui3

~adorable,cute,smart~

Hello..hello..hellooooo!!
Hye all.. tadi da sudah luahkan perasaan geram.. I'm so frustrated!

Luckily, i know how to stabilize my mood yesterday.. If i didn't, i think the mood will spoiled me and my work. Nasib baik ade someone yang boleh menyejukkan hati aku..hihi =p
Hey! I'm a stalker now..Kah3.. Sejak bile ntah jadi macam nih..Aisshhh!

Very smart, very adorable, very humble and so so many things about him stranded in my mind..Hihi..Gatai nooo.. Sape yang ajar nih! Ma, abah..tengoklah anakmu ini..Ape nak jadi ni..ish3

Baru2 ni, ramai member2 yang bagi berita gembira.
Nak tunang, dah tunang, nak kawen.
Aku ni xtau bila akan dapat jumpa jodoh yang sesuai.
Yang sebelum ni pun, xde jodoh gak ngan dia.
Well..Allah tahu apa yang terbaik untuk aku.
Semoga dipertemukan dengan someone yang boleh serasi dengan diri ini. InsyaAllah..

Emmm..it's been 2 months since I went home.. I miss my family so damn much.
But I've been such a workaholic person. Working..working..working!
That's all I can think to get rid from all the relationship thinking.
Urghhh!! So annoying.. (T_T)
Get sick of all the annoying things.. Wake up Ida!! Wake up!!!

RELAX...RELAX...RELAX...

Yes! That's what I do rite now.. Sit back and relax.
Luckily my leave request on Sunday have been approved.
Just want to go somewhere. But I don't know where to go.
Nevermind.. Just let my cute little foot walk.
They will bring me to where I should go.

Ouh..arini birthday sorang kawan.. 23 April 2010.
Senang nak ingat birthday dia ni. Ingat je 234.. hihi =p
To Muhammad Firdaoz bin Abdul Razak, Happy birthday!!!
May u get all the joys that u want.

~what a bad day~

yesterday is a very bad day for me..

arghhhh!!!!! aku rase nak menjerit kuat2 jer semalam.. DA*N!

B***H punye org..nk salahkan org tapi x siasat betul2..

Ko ingat ko bagus sangat ker??? Mmg poyo giler ar!

Xpayah nk tunjuk bagus laaa..Aku xtakut walau ko senior pun.. Peduli ape aku.

Kebenaran akan terbukti nanti. Yang penting aku tau yang aku x bersalah.

Juz wait n see!

I've never been treaten like this before because others know who am i.

If it is a conspiracy to let me down, i'll never keep quiet. I'll fight!

Jangan ingat aku budak baru, ko boleh nak jatuhkan salah tu kat aku.

Hellooo!! This is RUZZAIDA ok.. Aku xkan mengalah dengan mudah!

p/s : thanx to all friend who always support me.. Thanx dearie friends!

~tinky winky stepped on the window~

Hey! Hey! Say jump!
Jump! Jump! Jump!
????
Hahaha..Juz wanna make myself happy..
Wanna join? U're mostly invited. =)

Actually i've a lot of fun to write.
Maybe in next post.
I've some works to do now..
Have a nice day!! (^_^)

~clean & clear~

what is clean??

what is clear??

two different words but their spelling are almost similar..The meaning are also very different.

Clean is without any dirts..Clear is to make somewhere tidier or emptier by removing things from it..

So, now u see they are related, rite? If u clear the place, then it will be clean.. 

But why i'm bubbling about this thing here.. I don't know why.. Wakaka!!

Actually, that's not a real point I wanna share..

Tetttttttt!!!! Enough with that!!! Tettttttttt!!!!

It's very empty inside me.. I don't know what i've to do..

I feel a lil' bit sad.. It's like that what i've done is useless..

It's like i'm being lied by someone.. No!!! wait a minute..

I've been lied by someone..yeah..it's really hurt me..OMG!!

I feel like crying inside there but i've to accept that..Maybe it's my fault..

Let it pass and i'll keep it as my precious/bad memory..

To U, thanx for all that u did to me.. A very good job dear.. Well done!!

I'll never forget that..Now, i don't know if i have to believe in true love..

Let time decide about what will happened next..

Just live ur life to the fullest..Life have to be happy..

But sometimes bad things happened and just be positive about it..

Try ur best to get rid of any messy things that happened to you..

Yeah..Go girl !!! U can do it..

p/s : actually there's a few meaning of clean and clear.. I just stated one for each..Haha =D

Ehh..wait a minute..I've something fun to share..hehe

Yesterday me n ima had window shopping at Berjaya Times Square..

Guess what we have found??? OMG!!!

A shop full with DBSK things...Aaaaahhhh!! "nak pengsan kat situ gak rsenye"...kah2

And we end up buying something from the shop..hehe

At least, this thing make me happy..Big smile for DBSK..=)

Then, we watched Alvin & The Chipmunks 2 with Siti and Abg Pian..

After had so much fun watching the movie, we went to Kg Baru and had our supper.

"Yunho button bagde..hehe"

"Uknow button badge, DBSK mug and Uknow pen..hehe"

"DBSK mug"

p/s 2 : Be happy in ur life.. =)

This song keep playing in my mind rite now..
What happen?
Neither I didn't know?
Does anyone know??
Help me pleasee..
This lyric is in Malay..haha..
Have to give excuses.. =p

Jujur

by
RADJA

Duhai kekasih pujaan hatiku
Apakah kau memberiku satu arti
Sedikit rasa yang bisa kumengerti
Bukan sumpah atau janji

Buktikanlah bila ada cinta
Setulus hatimu bisa menerima
Sebatas kejujuran yang kau miliki
Bukan sekedar bersama

Jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi cinta
Tinggalkan aku
Bila tak mungkin bersama
Jauhi diriku lupakanlah aku
O... Ho... O... Ho...

Jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi cinta
Tinggalkan aku
Bila tak mungkin bersama
Jauhi diriku lupakanlah aku
Selamanya

~I'm back~

Assalamualaikum..
Hye u all... It's been 1month since i'm writting in this blog..
Hooo...pity this blog..huhu


So, wut i'm doing rite now?
I'm at Port Dickson...Attending GEMS..
As I mention in my previous entry,
GEMS stand for Graduate Employability Management Scheme..
Here I'm learning 14 modules about skills that will be used in working life..
I've went through Bussiness English, Professional Grooming, Customer Service, Project Planning, Bussiness Appreciation and Achieving Personal Excellent..


It was a very great experience to be in this training..
So much I can learn.. Such an excellent training for those who want to improve their skills.
And I'm trying to write my blog in English rite now..
Eventhough my writing is not really good but I've to try.
Like my trainer in Bussiness English class said " U've to try so that u know ur mistake".
So, now i'm trying..hehe..



Emmm...i'm really grateful that i've been chosen to attend this training.
I've improve my confidence level.. Before this, i think i'm a shy lady..hoho..
But after a month attending this training, i've leveled up my confidence..
I'm able to speak in English with others eventhough it's not perfect..hehe (^_^)
I always thinking, why I have to be shy and nervous to speak in English?
If others can do it, so do I..
So, wut's the problem.. Just do it..rite?
Just being optimistic in ur life..Then, everything will be fine..
There's always a silver lining behind everything that happened..
For those out there who are always think negative, just change ur perceptions.
Always think positive.. Then, u'll be happy in ur life..
So, cheer up!!!



Then, i've made lot of new friends here..
I love them so much because there are always supporting me..
They always encourage me to do what i think that i can't..
Thank GEMSters!!!
Go..go..Gemster!!!
Hope we're always be friend..
We've done a lot of great things together..

" my company at GEMS..we win the best performance on Talent Day "

PS 2 : I miss my coursemates during my university..